WOW!!!!

Life has been just bananas lately. In the middle of relocating, teaching, driving 2hrs every other day, and finding a sitter I have lost my middle.

I try to squeeze in some meditation time, just to keep from leaping of the bridge, and find myself just crying. Why? I have no clue really. I mean, YES my husband lost is job, but did find another one. We have to move to another state because of the new job, and leave the few friends I have made in 5 yrs. And I'm leaving my teaching jobs behind, but I know I have given my students a great place to start. So why the tears? I guess I'm just full...

Crying...

Because I'm leaving something I know.

Crying...

Because I'm afraid of the unknown.

Crying...

Because I haven't slept in DAYS!!!!

Crying...

Because I only see my husband on the weekends.

Crying...

Because my daughter doesn't give me a minute to think.

Crying...

Because the only time I get to practice, is when I'm suppose to be teaching.

Crying...

Crying...

Crying..

Crying...

Because it's okay to shed some tears.

To start anew.

To rejoice in the madness of life, and be born again.

My tears have washed away my old skin, and now I am NEW!